A Dream of Hanuman

Om Sri Hanumate Namah

Karekin M Yarian, August 2006

Drowned within the monsoon air-blush,

Symphonic crush of petals, swirling

Above the tongue-chant, rushing, I

Flush delirious at the scent of you, winged

Monkey-warrior-boy, languid against me

Resting. Your wind-breath gnarls this

Smear-garden of color, your eternal tail restraining,

In a tender bondage, coiled. I, time and in between

Again, awake — dream-met, my face reddened.

Such consonant bliss grazed by your language

Always at the tips of these fingers, burning.

Those essential parts of you, worshipful and —

Maddeningly that whisper — simian and primal,

Sex and sadness, honeyed in day-sleep, coerce

My fingers to stroke your venerated face.

The gentle ache, foolish, as bestial within me

As these hands which clutch, these lips that furrow

The pools on your downy chest, re-tracing.

The iron grasp of you is — against this hurricane

Of flowers — the rose, the rock, the pinkened

Granite of the ground rising beneath us;

Is that which sets ablaze these chants

And verses that you feed my mouth. These words

That from me bleed and drain, that storm

In drops upon the stones, may not elaborate;

Nor should I trust but that the seed

Of our first meeting in the forest-dream

Flows within me still, attending. Bitter and delightful is

The urge to clothe myself a figure in your celibate skin

Or that my tongue-piece should then wish

To willow in the unceasing curves of you — to feast upon

The sun in your mouth, the glow of your wind-battered

Omens brought from heaven — for that libation poured

Out in shadows beneath this marriage bed

In the swaying branches of our sacred banyan tree.

© 2006, Karekin M Yarian


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